FUCK.

I saw Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu at MAMA just now and I felt like my heart was going to explode. They've just accepted the "Best Asian Star Award" for Dong Bang Shin Ki and seeing them on stage once more, even just the three of them, evoked so many emotions in me. I felt happy, sad, excited, hurt, I couldn't explain it. But one thing's clear to me now: I don't want them to disband. They belong to the stage and the stage wants them back. Cassiopeia wants them back. We want them back.

Dong Bang Shin Ki, please come back to us soon. We miss you so much :(

As much as I want to, I don't know how to keep the faith anymore. Everything is just falling apart and I'm breaking down along with them.

If they're going to disband, then just disband now. The thought is so suffocating and painful that I couldn't help but cry. But I just don't know how things would get better at this rate.

This is my fan account on the Mirotic concert in Seoul held last February 22, 2009. I tried editing it a bit, but it's just too long and I'm kinda lazy to do it. Soooo if you guys can't stand too much spazzing and swear words, I'm really really sorry that you would just have to bear with me ^^a I wrote this right when I got home from Seoul so it's rather full of fangirl incoherence XD

( Ready to spazz? )

Please don't post this entry elsewhere without my permission. Same thing goes for the pictures. Thank you! ^o^

With this:



HAHAHA. Like seriously.